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Thanks guys, for all your thoughts and hugs (especially the hugs). I really really appreciate it. Still haven't cried yet. It's there, hanging at the back of my eyes like a sneeze or a scream or a laugh... holding. Waiting. Waiting for what? Your guess is as good as mine. Came close last night. And now it'll be over something silly that finally breaks the wall and lets the tears through. I wish it weren't a stupid thing that finally makes me cry, because that doesn't feel fair, or right. Is it fair to be angry that you're gonna be sad, even while you're angry that you're not sad yet? Oh well... *sigh*

I have decided that Chelsea's thesis is my purse. While this sounds extremely bizzare, it mostly just means that my new purse (from Target, gotta love it) has Tinkerbell on it, like Chelsea's thesis topic. Tada. :o)

Got an exstension on my paper due to today (now Thursday), and almost finished with the paper that's due tomorrow. I feel bad that I missed 2nd grade this morning--I just didn't feel up to it. Hope my teacher will be okay with it. After this paper (3-5 page limit, I have about another page to write on this 2.5 right now) I need to both do some Thesis work as well as sketch out some kind of lesson plan for my kids. I have a rough one, somewhere. Should dig that up. But I also want to play with some of my fiction; it's been too long since I looked at it. And I feel like the angst of the past couple of days can help drive some of my fanfic: the Good Omens one, most definitely.

Oh well, should finish my paper before the battery runs out on my computer. God bless the wireless outside of Carpenter Library. Cheers!